Clannad shed tears.

Hai assalamualaikum.

Heyy guys!

 Again on one boring day I watched anime to kill time.

And you know what..

Unexpectedly, I thought it was just another romance anime.

But I was wrong.

completely wrong.

It's different.

This story shed tears

I cried

and cried

AND CRIED 

Sedih. Sedih. Sedih. Sangat sangat sedih.

 countless time,

Aku tak tahu lah cerita ni yang sedih, ataupun aku yang semakin emotional.

Tapi aku menangis banyak kali

Padahal time aku sedih, aku nak sangat menangis tapi selalu tak keluar, tapi tengok cerita ni, dengan senang dan mudah ianya mengalir tanpa disuruh.

Wanted to know more about this story?

It has two seasons, 

this entry is more about Clannad After Story review

This is only for those who had already watched it.

Keep reading and while digging in

It's a story about a guy, Okazaki Tomoya.

The genres are romance, comedy, supernatural

My thoughts before watching this anime : This doesn't seem to have a lot of comedy in it, hmm well I might as well watch to kill time.

But I was wrong, Tomoya was completely hillarious!!!! hahaha to the extend where he made me Laugh Out Loud like REALLY LAUGH OUT LOUD! 

He has a foul mouth and like playing pranks, which was very amusing xD

MY Point of View

Every character's that he helped made me cried. Everyone has their own story and problems. The girls. Even Sunohara.

Tomoya and Nagisa (heroin) began going out.

Their first date.

The moment when he started to move out from Nagisa's house, for me it started to becoming somewhat sad because, life has to move on. 

I'm also at stage where I just graduated school, and are stepping in the society.

Which is scary.

But Tomoya managed to get a job, a place to stay, but he went through some hardship because of his father, cries about it, 

then Nagisa calms him, which made me cries, and laughed at the same time because of the people crossing the streets was watching them LUL

He proposed, she said yes and they hugged. I cried at this part.

After the got married was the crucial one,

Nagisa got pregnant.

You have to see this part, freaking hillarious I'm telling you!

HAHAHAHAHA 

Nagisa was pretty bold of a person for telling their parents about it -.-

Then, she died after giving birth to their daughter, Ushio.

The moment she died, I cried freaking hard. At the same time

"WHAT THE HELL? IS SHE REALLY DYING? WHAT THE HELL WITH THIS ANIME! 

No, this must all be his imagination, she can't die,

they are still many episodes left -.-

You can't trick me!"

was what I thought

But again, I was wrong.

She did die.

I was falling apart just like Tomoya, which I think is stupid of me for feeling this way.

I felt so sad,

like 'it can't be true'

haha so I stopped watching and pray to calm myself

then I continued watching, eagerly to know what was going to happen next.

Continue with the story,

5 years later,

Their daughter, Ushio died.

AND I WAS LIKE OMG THIS IS SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!

I CRIED AGAIN!!!!!!!!!

IT IS SAD RIGHT GUYSS??

It was a really sad anime, 

Tomoya always regrets meeting Nagisa 

He thinks he was the caused if all of it,

her death.

but he said that he did not regret it after encountering with Nagisa, where he shouted her name.

 on the hillside, where they first met, with sakura's blooming which was romantic.

Tomoya was sent back to when Nagisa was giving birth,

and Nagisa was safe with the baby

:)

Tomoya wish came true, because of the blue lights he gathered while helping people.

This was supernatural alright,

it was actually not my thing as I liked a very realistic story,

but this was completely alright!

Just think of it as a dream he's having, about Nagisa's and Ushio's death,

or maybe a vision for him so that he can stay strong,

and do his best.

He deserved a happy ending.

The ending was happy as Tomoya was telling Ushio about the story of how Nagisa and him until the day she was born with Fuko there too.

Then, Nagisa called out to them.

So, it was a happy ending, which makes me smiled from ear to ear.

I was really happy, and grateful.

This story really is beautiful, sad, and painful.

But it was worth watching.

I really wanted parents like Sanae and Akio, they were really cute until the end haha

Now I know, I'm actually not very good with sad stories, haha

This will be the last sad story I watch. *I think*

because things like this really affect me,

The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatic are always so certain of themselves, but wiser people so full of doubts.

Don't you agree?

What is happiness?

Assalamualaikum.

Mesti anda terfikir, " Huda ni kenapa tetibaa" hahaha

Aku ada kawan yang selalu cakap
"HUDA PELIK"
"HUDA SUKA TANYA SOALAN PELIK"
lul well you know me
*btw ada pasal anime sikit kat bawah2 ni ye :P*

I was bored so I asked my friend "can you guys define what is happiness?"

I wanted to know from their point of view

because happiness can come from all sorts of stuff like,

for a baby, their happiness maybe is the warmth of their mother's touch,

kids may found their happiness from toys or when they get full attention from their parents, 

*some grown ups are like that too you know, the attention seekers or you call it mencapap*

well for some people, here are a piece of advice

some girls find their happiness when they get to flirt with breath taking guys lolololol
and bitches go like

some otaku found THEIR happiness when they're cosplaying their favourite anime characters and go 

"OHHH SHANA CHAN! BEHOLD MY SWORD OF LOVE"

"ohh YUUJI YOU STEAL MY HEART AWAY"

"OHH SUMINOE KEITA KUN PLEASE KISS ME!!"

which makes some of us go EW -__-

warning : this is not a cock and bulls story

See the truth with your own TWO EYES

some boys found paradise when they get to watch football live, shaking hands with Cristiano Ronaldo, play video games without parents asking them to GET UP AND DO YOUR HOMEWORK thing

Some people just go WAAAA when they receive iPhone for free or other gadgets stuff, like me hoho 

*but I didn't get those stuff though okay menangis T___T*

SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

I interviewed my friends to get their answer about the definition of happiness andddddddddd this are the answers I get

Human 1 :  Happy dalam hidup aku bila aku buat orang lain happy. Bila aku tgk org tu senyum sebab aku, aku rasa happy.

Human 2 : Happiness is when the person I love is happy like my friends and family, or even crush hahahaha

Human 3 : Bagi aku, bila aku dapat benda baru yg selama ini aku inginkan macam foods, clothes and soulmate.

inspired by Nadzmi *dia suruh tulis haha -..-

Human 4 : happiness is something that you can't buy with money or anything, it can only be achieved by doing something you really love lol siot aku bagi jawapan mengarut apa haha

Human 5 : Be with someone a.k.a NOT ALONE

Human 6 : Oh well utk aku, pure happiness is when we feel calm always LOL tp serious ah (cuz i argued with ***** before so aku bersalah spjng masa! Bila baik happy!!) bila tenang ni nak solat ke apa semua okay. Bila org yg kau syg, syg kau balik. Orang yg kau caya, support kau, selalu ada dgn kau, gelak membahan gosip mengata memuji memprotes membangkang sama-sama!! Ha best tu.

Hahah the answer I liked the most is the last one :D

Yeah, for me, happiness is not something you can define actually because it can change with time :)

I think the best happiness is when you can enjoy every little thing that happens in your life, not forget with everyone.

Accept everything with open arms eventhough it's bad *but still think of how to overcome*

because well yeah everything happens for a reason right?

Allah knows what's best for you, 

the ones who can laugh with everyone knowing tomorrow they are going to die, *okay I exaggerate*

What I really mean is..

Well you know what I mean right? hahah

tak faham buat2 faham :p

Ada satu cerita ni aku tengok,

well I'm an anime lover but not an otaku,

in Bokura Ga Ita.

Guy : What is happiness?

Girl : happiness is when you get something warm on a cold day. :)

You know what she meant right?

Btw these are some romance comedy anime which I love like A LOT hehe

Kimi ni todoke

LOVELY COMPLEX
 FREAKING FAVOURITE!

Tonari no Kaibutsu-kun~

Zero no Tsukaima

That's all for today, byebye

may the odds be ever in you favour luls

Assalamualaikum.

WHAT MRSM KUALA KLAWANG TOUGHT ME #1 BM

Assalamualaikum.

First things first,

academics 

warning : This entry consist of malay and english.

Okay let's get straight to the point

#1

MRSM KK makes me realised I was and maybe are still a NO NO good in BM subject HAHA

which is pretty shocking when I realised that

A lot of thoughts keeps playing in my mind like

"sejak bila aku lemah BM?"

"Ya Allah aku mmg bodoh camni ke?"

"kenapa markah aku langsung tak hampir pun dgn kwn aku?"

"kenapa takde idea datang ni!!!!!!!!"

I really really do not know since when I had became like this

Dari sekolah rendah lagi,
 *sorry bahasa rojak*

aku tak pernah risau bm aku

Yes, I admit mmg bm aku takdelah hebat sgt pun

selalunya A yang cukup makan je, ataupun B

tapi bila exam penting BM aku selalu A,

mcm UPSR, PMR

tapi SPM ni, seriously I'm not so sure if I can get A,
if I can pass with flying colours.....

And IF I get B, it will surely be hard for me to further my studies anywhere in this modern era.

Aku ingat lagi masa hari akademik,
menangis aku depan cikgu Dijah ahahha

which is shitty embarassing

Then, I started struggling to become good at it,

I had some friends who are in the same shoes as me but then 

they started improving......

improving.....

and improving some more
which began making me feel very left behind...

ARGHH JUST REMEMBERING IT MAKES ME GO BERSERK !!

So I tried...

and tried....
and tried again...

But the result weren't showing any improvement 

and someone said to me....

"Well, if your result aren't good enough, then it just means you didn't tried hard enough"

Then, I flicked.
I don't why but I'm just..
very upset.
Like baby are you down down down down downnn yeaa Jason Derulo in da house!
*used to be my fav song*

Then it rings a bell, that I once laughed at my junior who sucks in this subject

"Akak, mcm mana nk terer bm? Bm saya teruk :("
"Akak, exam ni saya ada satu b, BM :( camne ni kakkk"

And I'm like

See, don't make fun of other people, what goes around, comes around bro.

I also got seperated from my friends everytime there's BM classes but I didn't bothered by it, in fact Im glad. I really hope these classes help to improve my grades.



 To Form 5 batch 96 mrsm kk,
*klau ada yg baca la, which I think don't'

korang ingat tak kat PSP cikgu Hadijah ada cakap

"masa Trial boleh pulak ada orang tanya saya prasarana tu apa? dah hidup 17 tahun tak pernah dgr prasarana tu apa, saya rasa nak #$%^ je"

bukan camtu la ayat cikgu tapi lebih kurang la
ORANGNYA ADALAH AKUU WUU
*angkat tangan*

Hahaha xD

Aku ada sekali call abang aku
Me : Him, bm orang lemah.. camne ni..
Him : Alah jangan risau, BM Him dulu pun x terer, karangan lemah, Him score paper 2 je. Novel2 tu. Tapi SPM, A je. Huda kena ada strategi.

Tulah sedikit sebanyak yg dia ckp.

So, usaha sudah,
doa istiqamah,
sekarang tawakal je lah.

Because, I believe,
Every cloud has it's silver lining :)

Percaya pada Allah.

Ya Allah, tolonglah bagi saya dan 68 lain pelajar MRSM Kuala Klawang dapat straight A dalam SPM. Amin ya rabbal alamin.

Bye assalamualaikum :)

LOOOONGGG TIMEE

Hello readers! 

How ya do?

Waaaa dah lama gila tak bukak blog, demam ke kena poison tetiba bukak blog setelah sekian lamanya.

OKAY actually aku tetiba bukak ni sebab tadi aku bukak blog pearl, macam syiok pulak baca blog dia

 so aku pun merajinkan jari jemari aku untuk bukak blog aku, lawak pulak bila tengok balik 

Dah setahun lebih tau tak bukak :)

Pejam celik pejam celik aku dah habis sekolah woi, 

sekarang ni tanam anggur (menganggur) je kat rumah, 

Masa form 2 aku slalu ckp kat kwn aku, 

"weh, pejam celik pejam celik kita dah hbis pmr, dh spm, dh kerja, dah KAHWIN MAIGOD"

And it's already happening, see? T___T *I feel older every single day*

 So, aku buat apa je cuti ni? haa ni lah kerja aku.

haa ni lah kerja aku, takde kejadah

bak kata ayah aku

"takde fekdahhh"

hmmm k lah, tu je kot, 

my next entry I'll be writing about what my maktab tought me, :)

see yaaaaaaa