SEM Break

Assalamualaikum and hi! 

I'm on my Sem Break and idk what to do with all of this free time and yes, 

people will say,

 GO OUT HAVE SOME FUN

well

I already

 HANG OUT AND HAVE SO MUCH FUN

and now I'm broke

geez thanks guys

I spent like RM400 in Bali

And that is too much for a young women like me..

sob sob

These are times when I think

"aahh, money can buy happiness"

yes, if only I could..

*muncul awan*

 bring my family and all my friends and travel all around the world

Buy any clothes I want

Meet One Direction

Kiss Taylor Swift

buy a car

buy presents for loved one

Party all night

 IM A HAPPY GIRL!

Don't you think?

Yeah, and besides fantasizing 

about how fun it would be if I were rich if I can fly if I was an artist etc etc

and todayyyyyyyyyyy

I stalk.

Hear me?

I stalk.

Stalk is such a strong word.. muahuhu

Im a pro stalker

.

.

.

But I only stalk people I have interest to know about their life

As for today I stalk a guy friend of mine

because he has so less picture

and we are not friends on any social media

and I like to look at him

He's cute *ehem*

and he's my friend so yeah I stalk like so many of the guys which go to his school,

and the total number of his picture which I found is......

NONE.

and just when I was about to give up

I found one ha-ha

Maybe he doesn't like taking pictures?

or maybe he was just not famous hahah

Who am I to judge.....

Anyway,

suddenly I noticed something

WHY THE HECK AM I STALKING HIM!?

*because I miss him*

YES HIM OUT OF ALL PEOPLE

*because its sem break and I miss him*

He was very like, RUDE to me before

and I forgave him that easily

What's wrong with me?

Then one thought triggers me like none before..

"Do I like him?"

HAHA

just kidding

of course not

NO

NO

NO

He has a girlfriend like pfft

Wanna see his pic?

Malu la I.

hm nah

adorable isn't he? hehe

kbye

Presentation

Assalamualaikum and hi again peeps!

I have not been writing in quite some times now huh, and its a bad thing.

For some reason, I think my english is becoming more and more worse? Is that the right word? 

Idk T___T

So I think I should write more to improve.

Kay today I'm talking about presentation people!

Presentation, a common problem which I face each and every time.

What is a presentation?

"A presentation is the process of presenting a topic to an audience. It is typically a demonstration, lecture, or speech meant to inform, persuade, or build good will. The term can also be used for a formal or ritualized introduction or offering, as with the presentation of adebutante."

Before starting my presentation, I will take a deep breath and selawat.
Then my mind will think
"Chill dude, its just your friends. YOUR FRIENDS. YOUR TEACHER. JUST SCORE THAT FREAKING MARK AND GET AN A. NOTHING ELSE IMPORTANT"

That's what I think. Each. And. Every. Time.
But.
It. Doesnt. Work. Each. And. Every. Time.
Which sucks.

My body always seems to do the opposite.

So I'm gonna give ya some tips which may be helpful.

Firstly, use simple words.
Yes, I know some of you like to use bombastic words, but if you are not comfortable saying it or you are just not sure of the meaning, DON'T. Simple is better. Besides, presentation are meant for people to understand, not merely just about that.

Next, talk slowly so that everyone can understand.

As I said, presentations are meant to make people understand about the certain topic the presenter is talking about. Talk slowly. 

Moving on, look at the back or people's forehead instead of the eyes.

This is to reduce nervousness.

Furthemore, looks at someone you are comfortable and 'talk' to them.

See the "" symbol I put? It means look at someone thats there to support you, smile, and when they give you a thumbs up what so ever, it could really help. Seriously, someone once did it to me and I'm thankful to him :)

Next, again, practice.

Try practising in front of your friends or family and ask for their opinion. Be open for comments.

Avoid short forms.

Avoid slang.

Avoid moving too much.

Do not use crutch words.

What's a crutch words? Easy, the 'aaaa' 'aaaa' things that people tend to do when they are thinking. Silent is better. Even though I also got a problem with that LOLLLLLLLL

Don't forget to drink water.

This could come in handy so that your voice can come out nicely and not resulting in a frog-kind-voice if you know what I mean.

That's it I guess. hope it is helpful.

Me myself are still in the process of learning and being better at it. I hope you guys support me. 

You might want to watch this, presentation tips from the pro. haha click down here.
Tekan tekan!

Bye! have a good day :)

MAS week in UTP

Assalamualaikum, for my fellow readers.. I am now studying in..... jeng jeng jeng UTP!

Yes, Universiti Teknologi PETRONAS.

Now its been like almost 2 month I'm in UTP hoyeah

At first, I can stop myself from dumbfounded by the buildings and blocks especially the Chancellor Hall.

I still remember my first day there, I was so nervous I can't even understand what the facilitators at the register asked me. And my hands were shaking hahahaha LOL me -__-

The one I remembered the most, this one spectacled abang asked "whats the last of your ic digit number?"

and Im like "apa dia?" for 3 times i think hahahahahaha

last2 dia ckp melayu hahahahha

embarrassing...

whatever. whats done is done

Then I met my roommate for the first time,

she was talking about futsal etc etc and im like

first expression " wow she must be an athlete. Damn, I'm gonna beaten up if I say anything wrong"

lol

since im not the sport type sorreyh

then it turns out

she was the best roommate I could asked for! huhu

since she is very nice :)

Then MAS week came..

ugh it was a disaster I'm telling you

I got a fever and it was very bad

I cried once hahaha 

I called my mom if I can go to UM which is nearer to my house

so that I can go home whenever I wanted to

My mom accepted the UM offer and then my fever when down

I'm cured and.. I dont feel like going to UM anymore since I already cope with the atmosphere hoho

Maybe I got a fever because the weather there is so effing hot im tellin ya

my old school *MJSC KuKla* seriously is effing cold

theres fog like every single morning and I sleep very well everyday

Not like here, where I sleep at the floor with my clothes wet because its too hot

Wow

Suddenly I feel lazy, here are the pictures I snapped during mas week, enjoy

To be continued..

UM and UTP inteview.

Assalamualaikum and a very good afternoon, it's 12.28p.m now and here I am.

Kay, today i wanted to share about my interviews experience,

tbh, I'm scared of interviews.

I got interviews for UM and UTP the other day, which was 2 days in a row.

Firstly, UM interview.

It was a grouping interview, 

hmm, actually there's a lot I wanted to share but my lazy syndrome is killing me haha :p

K straight to the point, 

my group consist of 5 people,

4 girls and one guy,

then the first question whihk everybody already been informed I guess, the

"explain briefly about yourself"

I was the last to introduce out of the five, then they gave us a situation and we have to discuss it among ourselves, CLEAR AND LOUD, in fornt of them,

then they start to ask random question, pap pap pap,

our random questions was about relationship, which is funny hahaha

Tak banyak sangat pun nk cite pasal UM

UTP NI HAA BANYAK

Firstly, datang dapat kad tulis group brape,

I was D90
Then dgr taklimat bla2 pergi test
Yg cambrigde test tu HAKHAK lawak bangat

Dia ada listening and reading
Reading comes first, which I'm not that agitated.
then listening, ooooooooouuuuuuuhhhhhhh I love listening to english especially the english accent and pronounciation.

Then the score were shown to us right after the test

Reading - 56
Listening - 88
over 100

dafuq? 56? seriously?????????????????

My grade was B2, which is depressing. Guess I do deserve to get 3B for m IGCE :(

Then, recess, omg it was crowded and not like I imagine it were to be.
We ate under a tent, which was a bit dissapointing but I do understand with this lots of people, who wants to spend the expenses on someone who is not sure to be accepted??
Wait, what am I saying. Now im confused.

I met a lot of people there, my friends also.

Then, interview.

We got the topic ADDICTION.

And my group consist of 2 boys and 3 girls.
the boys are fluent!

Firstly, individual. Seriously, my interviewer was soooooooooooooooo sporting and it made me forget that I'm even in an interview!
Which I think is not a good thing because I tend to forget about the 'ethics during an interview' thing.

Then, group interview.
I'm pretty impressed with Khairul, my group members hahaha
 He's from SBPI GOMBAK and he said I look like his cousin?
Hope to see him again :)

want some pictures? nanti i letak.

Tips? easy, be confident be social and just speak your mind out.
 insyaAllah semuanya berjalan dengan lancar.

That's all I guess.

HA another one,

  I HAVE A NEW CRUSH HAHA

It was love at first sight actually, he managed to catch my eye at first because he looks so confident and the leadership type of guy, and happy go lucky as well, not forget good looking hakak bolehlaa bolehlaa.
but after few hours of stalking, well, he is smart of course, but actually he is um not like I thought he were, so I'm a bit indecisive about him, but it's okay, this feeling wont stay put anyway like always, I wonder how long will it last? haha

Well, I'm NOT.

Hai assalamualaikum.

Well, I remembered something that I DEFINITELY want to share with all of you.

This is the top of the list of something that used to pissed me off

And the story goes like this.

Masa form 4 dulu, kat mrsm lah kan, ada junior tanya kawan aku,

"Akak, nak tanya, akak yang pakai spek putih tu les eh?"

Hakhak dulu aku pakai spek putih masa baru masuk, saje nak bajet macam budak nerd.

Nak tengok?

hakhak k sambung

haa tu dia, les hotakmu.

For those who know me, and are close to me, you guys do know that I'm the skin ship type of person aite?

I like to hug my friends, sometimes kiss them on the cheek huhuhu 

*yeah kissing is not something I'm proud of, I already stopped that*

But I AM NOT LESBIAN -.-

patutlah dorang kata mentaliti masyarakat melayu ni sempit hahah bangang jugak kat budak yang tanya tu

kalau aku tau sape dah bagi penampor satu

aku yg gedik camni kau cakap lesbian hahaha bodoh ke?

ooopps terlepas.

kisah pulak.

bila aku minat budak form 3 laki tahu pun nak marah kahkahkah

kfine aku mengaku aku bukanlah minat, just suka tgk muka

sebab comel kan

mcm innocent gitu

tapi berdasarkan cerita2 yg aku dgr tkdelah innocent sgt pun dia tuu puih

biasalah manusia

tak perfect. aku pun tak perfect.

tapi come on lah,

buat yang aku selalu peluk tu dan tak suka, sorry hahah

maybe sebab korang comel sangat I can't help myself hahaha takut takk

Tetiba teringat dulu Ain selalu cakap..

"boyfriend kau mesti jeles kan tgk kau selalu peluk kawan2 kau? hahaha"

okey tu je. goodbye assalamualaikum.

SPM RESULT

Assalamualaikum.

hello you allssssssssss rindu I tak!?????

hahaha tetiba rasa nak blogging balik kan, sebab ada jugak orang tanya bila nak update.

I'm like omg korang baca ke blog aku terharunyaaaaaa!! hahaha aku ingatkan aku syok sendiri huhu

BY THE WAY

SPM

SIJIL PELAJARAN MALAYSIA

Wonder about my result??

Okay nak story morry skit masa hari dapat result haritu pada 20 MAC 2014

Begini kisahnya......

I will just skip to the point.

Masa kat Dewan Semarak, tak ramai pun orang, waktu tu aku pun duduk kat kerusi with my beloved mom, tak berapa nervous lagi waktu tu, sampailah pengetua kitaorang iaitu Tajuddin cakap.......

Jumlah pelajar yang dapat straight A adalah seramai 9 orang

waktu tu aku macam dah "WHAT!?"

yes, very shocking but I remained calm.

Then dia ckp 100% pelajar dapat A dalam subjek maths dan pendidikan islam. waktu tu mak aku dah "Haa Huda, dah 2A dah tu!"

aku macam, ' hish mama ni bising, aku dah la berdebar ni"

pastu pengetua ckp, 98.5% dapat A dalam subjek Bahasa Melayu

waktu tu aku dah "WHAT? mama....... Huda rasa macam x dapat A je utk bm.. sory mama sory. Dahla penah skali Huda sorg je dalam batch dapat C haritu.. Bukan Huda mama Huda tak dapat straight A macam mana ni..''

then my mom keep on saying "insyaAllah Huda dalam golongan A tu, hey jangan give up! insyaAllah insyaAllah.."

Waktu tu.......

wajah abang2 ku menyibuk menerpa ke minda haha

Waktu tu aku fikir.......

"mesti lepasni kena ejek ngan abang2.. Huda sorg je tak dpt straight A dalam keluarga hm sedihnya.."

Pastu pengetua sambung lagi, addmath sejarah semua, sampai chemist kot 26%

And I'm like Ya Allah sikitnya yg dapat A.. My chemistry was very flunked I tell you, and I'm like 7a la paling tinggi pun..

But my mom kept saying Huda boleh Huda boleh, InsyaAllah

waktu tu terharu plus marah jugak la, mama ni, macam tak terima realiti ahahhaha

Pastu pengetua pun sebut nama sorang2..

Arifah Syuhada.. dapat sekian2 A+..

Intan Aqilah.. sekian2 A+..

Mak aku pun tak habis2 tanya "dorang kelas apa? dorang kelas apa?"

aku awal2 tak faham jugak napa mak aku tanya camtu rupanya sebab dia baca budak straight A ikut kelas.

Then the reading continue..

Haryani Ramli.. sekian2 A+.. dewan pun bising jugaklah..

Then Natasya Nadia..

Syaza Azman..

Budak AF

Then Puteri Nur Syahirah..

Norazlen Bohari..

waktu tu aku dah fikir, tinggal 2 orang je, sah2 khairunnisa ngan teah, so aku pun dah start keluar air mata....

pastu tetiba......

HUDA BINTI MUHAMMAD FIRDAUS!!! 6A+

BOOM I burst into tears 

Happy.

Really happy.

That moment was beautiful.

The hall was silent..

Maybe because I was not on the list of "Expected student to get Straight A" thing?

Alhamdulillah alhamdulillah syukur ya Allah.

Tak terkata kegembiraanku cehwah

then aku dah tk dgr dah nama seterusnya, and sorang lagi Syuhadah Razak, Odah.

Tahniah korang!

Mak Nisa ckp tahniah kat aku, sbb dia duduk sebelah aku kan.

Then.. Kitorg semua kena naik pentas untuk sesi bergambar.

*Odah takde*

Haha aku happy, sebab ni first time seumur hidup dapat straight A, dulu..

UPSR 4A 1B,

PMR pun 7A 1B,

haha so I'm kinda happy.

Then dapat slip.

Then aku tengok.. cakap 6A+, tapi 4 je haha -____- but still, aku bersyukur.

First sekali aku tngok bi, haha dapat A solid and I'm like what!? mak aku pun mcm tak percaya
I confident jugak bi blh dpt A+ tp x dpt so takpelah rezeki masing2..
Then aku tgk bm.. A+!? like whut haha dah terbalik -.-
then aku mesej cikgu dijah berita gembira ituu haha
sebab aku risau jugak kalau bm b nanti cikgu dijah akan ingat aku selama lamanya..

sebab cikgu pernah cite dlu penah ada sorang student dia dpt b masa spm, yg lain semua A.. cikgu ckp cikgu x dpt dan x akan lupakan dia which is scary haha
anyway..

Alhamdulillah sklh kami MRSM KUALA KLAWANG dapat no 7 dalam MRSM se-Malaysia
Dan tangga ke 3 kalau tak campur MRSM PKP

Terima kasih mama banyak doakan Huda and all the moral support.

Thanks dad for paying the fees and kept up with the annoying and persistent me.

Thanks Rahim ajar Huda addmath, Huda kacau call malam2 tanya ini itu.

Thanks Mahmud and Rauf  call huda, bagi advice semua.

Thanks jugak Muiz sbb pernah jugak la dia mesej bagi advice..

Bari......... hm dulu masa PMR dia bnyk jugak bagi advice, spm takde sgt pun hahaha

eh ada la skit masa datang lawat huda tu hehe terima kasih jugak.

And sebab dtg masa Huda graduasi hehe

*gambar dorg takde, nnt lah*

tengok, graduasi aku no 34 daripada 68, so abang aku tak habis2 panggil aku 'Huda half-half' -.-
Then aku pun terus balik haha

It has come to an ending..
Mak aku pun cakap kali ni mak aku tak rasa pun mcm tak sedap hati,
sulu masa upsr ngan pmr mak aku rasa x sedap hati je.
so bagus lah
All is well, ends well.

Then aku terfikir jasa kawan2 mrsm kukla ku.. haha
Shahnaz lah yang paling akan aku kenang haha
terima kasih shahnaz, kau banyak sangat tolong aku, masa form 4 kita rapat kan,
tapi i took the initiative untuk berjauhan sikit drpd kau haha sbb aku ni kekadang fius otak tak betul sikit
aku rasa masa form 5 kita tak rpt pun, aku ngan Jiyah ngan Nina kan.
But still, thankyou very much. Even after SPM pun aku still ada call kau mintak tolong kan haritu, e-mel kan pasal spc

THANKS TAU!! Akan aku kenangmu dalam doaku cehh huhu
Terima kasih jugak kat Putsya banyak ajar aku addmath
Alen ajar aku chemistry
physic.. sape ajar aku fizik eh.
Nani.. ajar aku bio dan lain2 :)
Not forgetting JIYAH ajar aku BM yang aku lemah sangat tu hehe

Aku akan rindu Cikgu Malek yang banyak bagi tazkirah,
Madam Zu yang terpaksa melayan kerenah aku tanya soalan itu ini, maklumlah budak lemah chemist *sigh*
sampai aku penah mintak maaf kat cikgu sbb bnyk sangat tanya hahaha
Cikgu Hafizah yang comel :)
Mama Amalina cikgu homeroom ku..
Ustaz Hasif yang lawak haha
Matjet yang comel juga huhuhu
Madam ROSE's funny stories, kindness and warmth :)
Miss Lia, cikgu sejarahku, banyak tolong aku masa nak dekat spm hehe sayang ckgu
Tak lupa juga  Cikgu Bio ku,  Cikgu Aimi walaupun dapat A- hehe
DAN DAN
Sir Fast, eh Sif Fazli hihi :)
Aku suka gila Sir Faz, sbb dia ajar fast hahah

Thank you alls..

(Masa Form 4)
dulu aku rapat jugak ngan korang kan hm haha

(Form 5)

Dah besar dah kita kan.. lagi 2 tahun dah 20 OMG! haha

Dengan ini, aku habiskan dengan assalamualaikum warahmatullahi wabarakatu.

Clannad shed tears.

Hai assalamualaikum.

Heyy guys!

 Again on one boring day I watched anime to kill time.

And you know what..

Unexpectedly, I thought it was just another romance anime.

But I was wrong.

completely wrong.

It's different.

This story shed tears

I cried

and cried

AND CRIED 

Sedih. Sedih. Sedih. Sangat sangat sedih.

 countless time,

Aku tak tahu lah cerita ni yang sedih, ataupun aku yang semakin emotional.

Tapi aku menangis banyak kali

Padahal time aku sedih, aku nak sangat menangis tapi selalu tak keluar, tapi tengok cerita ni, dengan senang dan mudah ianya mengalir tanpa disuruh.

Wanted to know more about this story?

It has two seasons, 

this entry is more about Clannad After Story review

This is only for those who had already watched it.

Keep reading and while digging in

It's a story about a guy, Okazaki Tomoya.

The genres are romance, comedy, supernatural

My thoughts before watching this anime : This doesn't seem to have a lot of comedy in it, hmm well I might as well watch to kill time.

But I was wrong, Tomoya was completely hillarious!!!! hahaha to the extend where he made me Laugh Out Loud like REALLY LAUGH OUT LOUD! 

He has a foul mouth and like playing pranks, which was very amusing xD

MY Point of View

Every character's that he helped made me cried. Everyone has their own story and problems. The girls. Even Sunohara.

Tomoya and Nagisa (heroin) began going out.

Their first date.

The moment when he started to move out from Nagisa's house, for me it started to becoming somewhat sad because, life has to move on. 

I'm also at stage where I just graduated school, and are stepping in the society.

Which is scary.

But Tomoya managed to get a job, a place to stay, but he went through some hardship because of his father, cries about it, 

then Nagisa calms him, which made me cries, and laughed at the same time because of the people crossing the streets was watching them LUL

He proposed, she said yes and they hugged. I cried at this part.

After the got married was the crucial one,

Nagisa got pregnant.

You have to see this part, freaking hillarious I'm telling you!

HAHAHAHAHA 

Nagisa was pretty bold of a person for telling their parents about it -.-

Then, she died after giving birth to their daughter, Ushio.

The moment she died, I cried freaking hard. At the same time

"WHAT THE HELL? IS SHE REALLY DYING? WHAT THE HELL WITH THIS ANIME! 

No, this must all be his imagination, she can't die,

they are still many episodes left -.-

You can't trick me!"

was what I thought

But again, I was wrong.

She did die.

I was falling apart just like Tomoya, which I think is stupid of me for feeling this way.

I felt so sad,

like 'it can't be true'

haha so I stopped watching and pray to calm myself

then I continued watching, eagerly to know what was going to happen next.

Continue with the story,

5 years later,

Their daughter, Ushio died.

AND I WAS LIKE OMG THIS IS SO SAD!!!!!!!!!!!

I CRIED AGAIN!!!!!!!!!

IT IS SAD RIGHT GUYSS??

It was a really sad anime, 

Tomoya always regrets meeting Nagisa 

He thinks he was the caused if all of it,

her death.

but he said that he did not regret it after encountering with Nagisa, where he shouted her name.

 on the hillside, where they first met, with sakura's blooming which was romantic.

Tomoya was sent back to when Nagisa was giving birth,

and Nagisa was safe with the baby

:)

Tomoya wish came true, because of the blue lights he gathered while helping people.

This was supernatural alright,

it was actually not my thing as I liked a very realistic story,

but this was completely alright!

Just think of it as a dream he's having, about Nagisa's and Ushio's death,

or maybe a vision for him so that he can stay strong,

and do his best.

He deserved a happy ending.

The ending was happy as Tomoya was telling Ushio about the story of how Nagisa and him until the day she was born with Fuko there too.

Then, Nagisa called out to them.

So, it was a happy ending, which makes me smiled from ear to ear.

I was really happy, and grateful.

This story really is beautiful, sad, and painful.

But it was worth watching.

I really wanted parents like Sanae and Akio, they were really cute until the end haha

Now I know, I'm actually not very good with sad stories, haha

This will be the last sad story I watch. *I think*

because things like this really affect me,

The whole problem with the world is that fools and fanatic are always so certain of themselves, but wiser people so full of doubts.

Don't you agree?