Someone Like You...

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

lagu ni bagus untuk orang yang suka seseorang, tapi tak dibalas, macam aku haha

so loving this song :)

177 people :D

lolll, 176 people wish me on my wall, 2 people wish me on phone *tak termasuk orang yg dah wish kat wall* and kat im 2 orang, soo 181 orang :D wuu lagi banyak dr tahun lepas haha tapi kan, HADIAH MANA? lololol hazira, farhana, ainun, syaz, nadzmi, korang kate nak bagi kan, nnti aku tuntut! :p

My Birthdayy :D

Hey know what? its my birthday! auwhh Im fifteen already lol. First I want to thank the first 20 people to wish me :)

1 : Hifdzul Ikhwan
2: Aqil Nurizat
3: Khaira Anuar
4: Irene
5: Faseha Siti
6: Nadiah Atikah
7: Nabilah Nadzirah
8: Arifah Alia
9: Syamiera Hanis
10 : Nazifah
11: Ain Azman
12: Amat Shah
13: Nadiah Jagger
14: Kechik Laa
15: Hajar Aisyah
16: Nurin Anwar
17: Ala Batrisya
18: Farith Zulkhifli
19: Danial Afiq
20: Muhammad Hazim

Thank you guys <3

and thanks for the 100th person Syazwani Zamani :)

Today was a blast :) But it will be perfect if acertain someone wish me, hurm :(  and the person I was expecting to wish me dont wish me haha maybe late, but oh well, thank you, bye!

Being Yourself

I really don't think that anyone in this world knows the real me. My closest friends know me better than anyone else, but I don't think I’ve ever let certain sides of me come out around anyone except myself. I keep some feelings hidden because no one would understand, and even if they did understand, there wouldn't be anything that anyone could do to make the feelings disappear.

Worry about your character,
not your reputation because
your character is who you `
are & your reputation is
what people think you are 

I'm not perfect, I never tried to be. I've made mistakes. I've taken the easy way out. I've lied to my friends. I've hidden the truth so many times from so many people. I've hurt people, and I've even done it on purpose. I've left people behind. I've spread rumors. I've said things that I didn't mean. I'm no better than anyone, anywhere. I'm human. I have faults, and I'm not afraid to admit that. I want to change, but I won't. Because that's what we do. That's what we've always done. We list our faults like a grocery list, and we move on, expecting everything to somehow change itself. It never will. I will never change. I will never be perfect. I will always make mistakes. I'll, more often than not, take the easy way out. I will lie, hide the truth, hurt people, leave people behind, spread rumors, and say things I don't mean for the rest of my life.--- jeneveve
'have you ever realized that when ..
people say you’ve changed
it’s just because you’ve stopped
living your life ... their way
Most people don't know who they are.
That's why they lie. They're afraid someone
else will figure it out before they do

I’m nowhere near perfectI eat when I’m bored
I fall for boys too easilyI’m vulnerable to their liesI’m hoping that one day
someone can get to know me
without me getting into a long story
I live by quotes that explain exactly what I’m going through
I make excuses for everything in my life
I’m not perfect
and I’m glad
because I think that would make me extremely boring

Sorry I actually eat unlike some people...Sorry I can be myself around guys unlike some people... Sorry I like to have fun and I don’t care what people think about me... Sorry I am me
But seriously how can you figure out what you’re made of if it's always easy. - Kris Langard I'm not always as confident as I seem ... there are many nights and many days when all I want is to be held. I love being held. Always. Sometimes I don't want to talk about what is bothering me ... sometimes I just want a hug ... someone who will let me cry. I like when boys cry in front of me -- when people aren't afraid to show what they're really feeling. I don't like when people run from their true feelings because it doesn't do anyone any good. I wear my heart on my sleeve, but I am not naive. I know what it feels like to be completely broken and I am all too familiar with what it means to be hurt. I know what it's like to see something funny and not laugh. I've been taken advantage of, used, and abused. My feelings have been blatantly disregarded. But I still believe that all people are good at heart ... and my trust in people has not diminished. To be completely honest, I hope it never does. Ever.
"It hurts to look at yourself in the mirror and hate yourself, look into the mirror and wonder what ever happened to that smile that used to shine so bright. When you look at yourself, you see this version of "you" that your mind has created, someone that has become so distant and cold that nobody wants to be around her. Empty eyes. Fragile bones. The only thing you have left are the lies you tell yourself everyday to survive, lies that have become your painful reality, lies that will swallow you whole and crush your insides, lies that have turned you into someone you never wanted to be.."
Congratulations! You're not perfect! It's ridiculous to want to be perfect anyway. But then, everybody's ridiculous sometimes, except perfect people. You know what perfect is? Perfect is not eating or drinking or talking or moving a muscle or making even the teensiest mistake. Perfect is never doing anything wrong - which means never doing anything at all. Perfect is boring! So you're not perfect! Wonderful! Have fun! Eat things that give you bad breath! Trip over your own shoelaces! Laugh! Let somebody else laugh at you! Perfect people never do any of those things. All they do is sit around and sip weak tea and think about how perfect they are. But they're really not one-hundred-percent perfect anyway. You should see them when they get the hiccups! Phooey! Who needs 'em? You can drink pickle juice and imitate gorillas and do silly dances and sing stupid songs and wear funny hats and be as imperfect as you please and still be a good person. Good people are hard to find nowadays. And they're a lot more fun than perfect people any day of the week.
Do you ever get that feeling where you don't want to talk to anybody? You don't want to smile and you don't want to fake being happy. But at the same time you don't know exactly what's wrong either. There isn't a way to explain it to someone who doesn't already understand. If you could want anything in the world it would be to be alone. People have stopped being comforting and being along never was. At least when you're alone no one will constantly ask you what is wrong and there isn't anyone who won't take 'I don't know' for an answer. You feel the way you do just because. You hope the feeling will pass soon and that you will be able to be yourself again, but until then all you can do is wait.

Forget what you heard, recognize what you see. I know you heard the rumors... now here's the real me

Always be a first-rate version of yourself, instead of a second-rate version of somebody else
there are plenty of reasons to hate me. i just don't want people to hate me because of half-truths, partical truths, and rumors

You have every right to say what you want about me, and I have every right not to give a rat’s ass

The only thing I regret about high school is not doing all the things I heard I did

At times I wish I could change the past...but sometimes the past changes you

"Never regret anything because at some point, you wanted it."

What I say and what I feel are 2 entirely different things. That's just the way I am

                                   

I wasn’t born with enough middle fingers to let you know how I feel

It's better to be hated for what you are, than to be loved for what you are not.
When you judge someone it doesn’t define who they are it defines who you are.

I never apologize for saying what I feel. That's like saying sorry for being real. 

"This is who I am. Nobody said you had to like it."

I’m sorry if you don’t like me I’m sorry if you think I suck but most of all I’m sorry, I don’t give a fuck

"I never wanted to be different; I just wanted to be me.”

Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself

You can love me, hate me, resent me, respect me, but you have to accept me for me, because that’s all ill ever be

The best feeling in the world is doing something everyone said you couldn’t

“Just be yourself,
and if people don’t like it,
well fuck them,"
= PARIS HILTON

The real challenge is to be nobody but myself in a world which is doing its best to make me like everybody else

I’m not a perfect girl. My hair doesn't always stay in place
and I spill a lot of things. I’m pretty clumsy && sometimes I
have a broken heart </3 my friends && I sometimes fight and
maybe some days nothing goes right. But when I think about
it and I take a step back.. I remember how amazing my life
truly is and that maybe, just maybe - I like being imperfect.

I’m not gunna get drunk to please the crowd
I'm not gunna be a slut and sleep around
I'm gunna say what I think and say it loud
I'm gunna say what I believe & I'm gunna stand proud
I'm gunna be me, no matter who I'm around..

"Be who you are and say what you want, for those who mind don't matter, and those who matter don't mind"

listen to what people say when they are mad, that is when the truth comes out

If you don't like my words, don't listen. If you don't like my appearance, don't look. If you don't like my actions, turn your head; It's as simple as that

When I was four they tried to test my IQ. They showed me a picture of three oranges and a pear. They asked me which one is different and does not belong, they taught me different was wrong

People always say you should be yourself. Like 'yourself' is this definite thing...like a toaster or something. Like you can know what it is even...But every so often, I'll have like, a moment, when just being myself, in my life, right where I am, is like...enough

People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.

You can make whatever you want out of YOUR life, but first you have to not be afraid to try

Worry about your character and not your reputation, because your character is who you are, and your reputation is only what people think of you.

Cling to your imperfections... They're what makes you unique

11 Hints about life

1. It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return.
But what is more painful is to love someone and never
find the courage to let that person know how you feel.

2. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who
means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was
never meant to be and you just have to let go.

3. The best kind of friend is the kind you can sit on a
porch swing with, never say a word, and then walk away
feeling like it was the best conversation you've ever had.

4. It's true that we don't know what we've got until we lose
it, but it's also true that we don't know what we've been
missing until it arrives.

5. It takes only a minute to get a crush on someone, an
hour to like someone, and a day to love someone-but it
takes a lifetime to forget someone.

6. Don't go for looks, they can deceive. Don't go for wealth,
even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you
smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day
seem bright.

7. Dream what you want to dream, go where you want to go,
be what you want to be. Because you have only one life and
one chance to do all the things you want to do.

8. Always put yourself in the other's shoes. If you feel that it
hurts you, it probably hurts the person too.

9. A careless word may kindle strife. A cruel word may wreck
a life. A timely word may level stress. But a loving word may
heal and bless.

10. The happiest of people don't necessarily have the best
of everything they just make the most of everything that comes
along their way.

11. Love begins with a smile, grows with a kiss, ends with
a tear. When you were born, you were crying and everyone
around you was smiling. Live your life so that when you die,
you're the one smiling and everyone around you is crying.

Loose Shawl

Yeah, I just learn how to wear it :D





Not bad for beginners huh? :)

*tangan aku luka masa pakai pin :(*

Penipuan Aku

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Hello there, my name is Mira Shafina. People call me 'shaf', 'meena', 'fyna', 'rara'. You can call me whatever you want except for Rara cause I hate it. My family calls me Mimy, and my boyfriend calls me nana hihihi,





Okay enough with introduction, this is my story. Intro aku speaking sikit eh hihi. Biar aku mula kisah sebenar, aku minat akan budak lelaki di sekolah aku, nama dia? Ishh malulah, nanti korang tahulah.





TETAPI dia suka orang lain, dan ya dia hanyalah suka akan budak ''hotstuff'' kan, siapalah aku padanya.. Seperti semua orang sedia maklum, aku tidak pernah ada teman lelaki a.k.a boyfriend, satu hari ada orang mintaklah itu ituu kan dengan aku, aku pun pernah minat dia sebelum ni, aku beritahu kawan-kawan aku yang aku menyukai dia, tapi hal yang sebenarnya adalah aku mahu menghilangkan rasa suka aku dekat Yusrizal. Sekarang korang tahu, nama die Yusrizal. Sama macam watak dalam Novel Antara Benci & Rindu hihi sebab tu aku minat dia. Lagi-lagi dia sekelas ngan aku dan dia sangat hot!





Aku suka dia sebab satu hari dia tolong aku buat kerja kayu dalam bengkel, dan pada waktu itulah hati aku berbunga untuk dia. Tapi dia tolak aku mentah-mentah jadi aku sekarang bercinta dengan Tengku Shahran. Pada hari pertama aku jumpa Tengku Shahran di sekolah setelah bergelar "awek" dia, aku berasa sungguh gementar dan teruja walaupun aku tidak pernah menyukainya dengan dalam. Aku gementar kerana ini pertama kali aku ada teman lelaki. Semua orang seakan tahu bahawa kami mempunyai hubungan dek ekpressi muka kami yang malu-malu kucing. Sewaktu aku menjejak kaki ke kelas, aku ternampak Yusrizal dengan kawan-kawannya dan hati aku berdegup kencang. Dan waktu itulah aku tahu bahawa aku telah membuat keputusan yang salah.





Hari kedua, aku menjumpai Tengku Shahran lagi, sejak aku tahu bahawa aku telah buat keputusan yang salah, rasa menyampah dan benci membuak-buak di dalam hati. Aku tahu aku kejam, aku terfikir untuk putus tetapi disebabkan semua orang tahu hubungan aku dengannnya, takkan nak putus selepas dua hari bercinta kan?





Aku pun memberi peluang kepada Shahran untuk mencuri hati aku daripada Yusrizal dan pada waktu itulah dia mengajak kami berdatinglah, keluar sama-sama lah, nak jumpa di luar lah. Aku ini seorang yang benci akan semua itu, aku tidak suka melakukan itu kerana aku tahu itu adalah dosa. Ramai kawanku berkata yang aku ini tidak sporting konon, jadi aku cuba untuk melakukan perkara tersebut tapi tidak pernah berjaya. Dia sentiasa mengjengkelkan aku dengan sifatnya yang kuat cemburu dan suka mengarah aku, bertambah lagi dengan mukanya yang dahulu dianggap kacak telah bertukar menjadi hodoh bagi aku.





Disebabkan ini kali pertama aku bercinta, aku mengambil keputusan untuk bertahan sekurang-kurangnya 3 bulan. Tetapi pada hari terakhir kami jumpa, aku telah mengecewakan dia dengan tidak melayan dia, malah melihat muka dia pun aku tidak mahu. Alasan aku? 'Seganlah'. Banyaklah dosa yang telah aku buat pada hari itu dengan hanya menipu sahaja.





Semasa hari lahir aku, dia mengucapkannya dengan senyap sekali, tidak mahu orang lain tahu. Aku pula berfikir "what the hell? Lagi buat aku menyampah. Kau sabar ya, cukup 3 bulan aku nak mintak putus."





Tetapi sekarang sudah sebulan dan 25 hari, aku sudah tidak tahan, aku mahu putus setelah genap dua bulan! Semasa aku sedang berbalas mesej dengan dia, aku sedang memikirkan ayat untuk menghentikan segala penderitaan aku ini. Tetapi tanpa disangka, dia menghantar mesej kepada aku bertanyakan pernahkah aku memikirkan untuk putus dengannya dan waktu itulah waktu keemasan aku datang! Aku berasa teruja untuk mengakhiri segalanya!





Selepas aku memberitahu niatku, dia terus menelefon aku dan kami berbincang seperti seminit bagai setahun! Sunggu lama rasanya, aku berasa terkejut kerana dia memaksa aku untuk tidak meninggalkan dia, aku tidak sangka dia sebegini tidak memahami. Aku tidak suka kau! Aku suka Yusrizal! Kata-kata itu hanya tersimpan kemas dalam mindaku. Setelah berkeras bagai nak rak, akhirnya kami putus.





Aku berasa sungguh lega sekali. Perasaan aku tidak boleh menerima mana-mana lelaki lagi, ini semua sebab Tengku Shahran! Memaksa aku sehingga aku sudah menjadi trauma! Aku menyesalinya setiap hari, setiap kali jumpa di sekolah, dia akan senyum pada aku tapi aku hanya membalas dengan jelingan kerana sesungguhnya aku tidak boleh melihat muka dia.





Ramai orang bertanyakan tentang hal ini, aku hanya boleh menipu. Menipu bahawa aku akan minta cintanya kembali satu hari, sekarang aku masih tidak bersedia. Penipuan aku menyebabkan Tengku Shahran menunggu aku setiap hari, itulah sebabnya dia memberi senyuman manis kepadaku setiap kali kamu berjumpa. Walaupun rasa bersalah, aku hanya boleh membisu. Minta maaf, Shahran. Tetapi perasaan benci aku kepada kau tidak hilang sampai sekarang, sifat kau yang annoying dan suka memaksa membuatkan perasaan aku menjadi sebegitu.





Setelah setahun berlalu, datang seorang lelaki bernama ehemm, kali ni rahsia memang korang takkan tahu hihi. Dia datang memberi seribu harapan, dan akhirnya menyebabkan aku jatuh cinta padanya. Dia tahu akan trauma yang dialami aku jadi dia menjaga hati aku dengan baik sekali. Dia membuat setiap detik hidupku sunggu bahagia. Dialah yang memanggil aku Nana hihi.Terima kasih, kekasih keduaku :)

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Amacam? Best tak? aku reka sebab tngh bosan haha, bajet nak tiru ayat novel tapi tak jadi ==' lol okay baii